i really can't stand it when people ignore me

and then they go on creating so much freaking drama and they expect me to ignore it. like right now for instance. shut up and leave me alone. yeah, i can see you looking at me out of the corner of my eye. shut the fuck up, okay? just shut the fuck up. who the hell are you to wish you were dead? do you know how many freaking people i've lost because they said that? you don't deserve the ability to wish it if its not true. so shut up and get over yourself