seriously....

my god!
what the heck is going on? first she says she's thrilled about going to disneyworld, then shes considering giving it up-what the hell? she's always like this. she says one thing, but won't do it later on: note: it gets old after a while! get over it!
i used to be like that too, until i conciously acknowledged it and decided i was going to change. now whenever i say i'm going to do something i try my hardest to follow through with it. i've changed, and i think its about time that she did too. take some responsibility for once and go for it. sure there's the fear factor, who wouldn't be afraid of going so far away? but then theres the fact that she knew what she was getting into when she signed up for it, and if this was the real way she felt about it, maybe she shouldn't have signed up at all! i just know that in about 2 weeks, she'll change back to being all excited and then right before she goes, she'll get all scared again. MAKE UP YOUR MIND PLEASE! arg.........