look at all the pretty colors

okay; this entry has absolutely nothing to do with colors, so if that's what drew you in u mite as well logoff now. instead, i thought id rant a bit more about myliving situation. here we go.....
i think i want to get a big lightbulb, break it and mutilate someone(i don't care who...any volunteers?) probably the biggest thing i hate right now is how my sister thinks she's the only sibling up here. she has all these friends and whenever she talks about something (like living in ca-cough cough-thornbird incident-cough) she always says (with me standing right next to her) "when i lived in cali, i thought the....blah blah blah." it's like she forgets we're even sisters. like i don't even exists tho i am standing right there. massive understatement: it sucks. i had to go all through junior high and high school being ignored, but i would have thought she'd been better you know, since we're family! garg! (yes 'garg'-my word, deal with it).